You have been looking for acceptance and reassurance from someone without success for a while now. Maybe you feel rejected, and you are starting to feel like it's a lost cause. The problem here is not the lack of acceptance or reassurance. The real issue here may be that your desire is not clear. You are witty and smart, and you give the impression of being very capable and self-assured. Maybe you are misunderstood, Libra. Try asking for what you want directly, and then you will know for sure.