Your amazing ability to navigate through the troubled waters you've been swimming in recently is amazing, Gemini. You have kept going, and all the while with a smile on your face - or at least with a good attitude. That's admirable for sure. But at the same time, you need to recognize that there is no sin in accepting help that has come your way, or that will soon. You may believe that you really should do it all on your own. In a way, you would still be doing that even if you did receive some assistance. By managing that help, you are still in charge. Nothing to worry about there.